"Forgive me this stupid question. Afterwards it is always easier to say that you would've made a different decision, no matter what the decision is about."
He thought back of all the hours of playing "What-If" in this thoughts, whenever he couldn't find any sleep.

Eren whistled when he saw that the man was picking up a pink vial. I would be too scared to pick this one. "Sure it is tempting but isn't it scary to know exactly what everyone thinks about you? If you really drink this one day, I hope you won't end up with being disappointed from the people you know. The truth can hurt more than the sweetest lie."

He couldn't speak out the sentence without pain. Most of his life had been a lie and part of him wished that he would have never discovered the truth. Especially about his parents. This was probably the only reason why he wouldn't choose the blue vial.