[He takes a deep breath and puts shaky hands over his face. It's odd, to so be dreading something in this kind of environment. It's different from the previous time in the back room, where his body feared the sensation of the lash but his mind anticipated it with excitement.
Even in dire situations, he's been able to channel adrenaline and determination to push through pain, use it as a force.
But all he feels for the prod is a cold fear in his gut.
He swallows hard, and takes a breath--though he's never been one to worry too much about how he looks to others, he isn't used to this kind of fearful weakness.]
One more kiss from our new toy, then.
[He can hear the weakness in his voice, but he tried, at least.]
CW: torture
[He takes a deep breath and puts shaky hands over his face. It's odd, to so be dreading something in this kind of environment. It's different from the previous time in the back room, where his body feared the sensation of the lash but his mind anticipated it with excitement.
Even in dire situations, he's been able to channel adrenaline and determination to push through pain, use it as a force.
But all he feels for the prod is a cold fear in his gut.
He swallows hard, and takes a breath--though he's never been one to worry too much about how he looks to others, he isn't used to this kind of fearful weakness.]
One more kiss from our new toy, then.
[He can hear the weakness in his voice, but he tried, at least.]