[Yes, yes, all of that, until the vessels in my eyes burst and my lips turn blue.
Being choked by someone smaller than him is definitely a thrill of its own. He's already slipping into the train of thought when Jezebel speaks next, and he laughs a little, bumping Jez's fingertips.
Tease!
But Jezebel has a point. It makes him wonder what the room--what Penance--considers torment. Physical and emotional pain, yes; the door opened when Jezebel had whipped him, even though he enjoyed that. Was it the feeling of being close to death, then? Was it his body screaming its limits? Was it the runner of fear that had pierced and mingled with the delight?
He cranes his head up to look at Jezebel's face--his neck isn't as constricted now as it was before, save for the loose, cold collar of hands.]
CW: torture discussion
Being choked by someone smaller than him is definitely a thrill of its own. He's already slipping into the train of thought when Jezebel speaks next, and he laughs a little, bumping Jez's fingertips.
Tease!
But Jezebel has a point. It makes him wonder what the room--what Penance--considers torment. Physical and emotional pain, yes; the door opened when Jezebel had whipped him, even though he enjoyed that. Was it the feeling of being close to death, then? Was it his body screaming its limits? Was it the runner of fear that had pierced and mingled with the delight?
He cranes his head up to look at Jezebel's face--his neck isn't as constricted now as it was before, save for the loose, cold collar of hands.]
I suppose I'm a problem child, aren't I?