[His own voice is slurred somewhat--he's much more drunk than he was before. He feels guilty for making Jezebel uncomfortable, feels terrible--he's played the scene over and over in his head--but ultimately it was easier to write it off as a blanket failing of his own character. There was no point in assessing himself, he was human scum who would hurt anyone he touched. It was a perfect narrative.
He pulls himself up out of the chair, standing, swaying a little, and then fixes Jezebel with a half-smile.]
I suppose I'll leave this room to you, then.
[He's telling himself he should apologize, but he's also telling himself he doesn't know how.]
Re: CW: alcohol abuse, probably
[His own voice is slurred somewhat--he's much more drunk than he was before. He feels guilty for making Jezebel uncomfortable, feels terrible--he's played the scene over and over in his head--but ultimately it was easier to write it off as a blanket failing of his own character. There was no point in assessing himself, he was human scum who would hurt anyone he touched. It was a perfect narrative.
He pulls himself up out of the chair, standing, swaying a little, and then fixes Jezebel with a half-smile.]
I suppose I'll leave this room to you, then.
[He's telling himself he should apologize, but he's also telling himself he doesn't know how.]